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okay. so many of my readers dnt kinda prefer the blogsong. its just some tune for my chicky to dance to alright. it feels farnie seein him move and move w/o any tunes. so thot i'll throw in a song. endure a lil' while more if u still wanna be a loyal reader. or maybe forver if i might decide to have him there for a long time. oops. haha. besides. my blog's just my very own lil' corner. its all bout my stupid. crazy. moronic. bloody. emo. 100% truth. no lies. just all bout mah life. yeaps. aniways. the weather's gettin fussed up cranky and all. so whatever man. guys and peeps out there. take loads of care and get healthy. drink more milk maybe? dunno. dudes workin hard out there too, rem to rest enuff and take a gd break off the hols. it doesnt come all the time guys. love u all still yea =)
past week just been workin at the Sitex fair. gainin experiences and exposure of the marketin arena. and referrin at sentosa for the Vas BeachVolley tornament.nthg much but slackin. now ive got the batman eyes due to the sunshades tannline and stupid sleeve and ankle socks oh so ugly tannlines cos of the ingenious idea of wearin poloT and shoes when we're executin our duties. damn its really hot in it alright. gotta retan somehow. haiz. since mah fren's batman. im robin. raahz. had trainin etc. felt like some weakling and loads more to train. no pt elaboratin. im such a wreck. just know i kinda need some courage cos i think im gonna screw up real bad. things just aint gg right. got some words of wisdom frm a fren i regard of high importance. maybe u nv really knew i did. but ure encouragements nv fail to keep me on the beat. thanks pal. appreciate tt. and as pple get bz and all. its hard to maintain frenships in the sense of frequent meetups and all. maybe true frenships blossom and stay strong when its bondin of the heart and aint physical meetups and all. a simple sms of a moment makes 'enn lil' day much brighter and less harder. i gotta admit im kinda turnin cold and havin the belief tt true love still exists in humans in this world is fadin away. maybe i just need someone to show me or help me to see? i dont need a complicated life. complicated frens. i just wanna be me. as the yrs have gone, i just wanna say: dont look into my eyes and say to me. u'll be my fren but lie at the very start or even the very end. maybe u might think im the biggest liar in the world. but if ure really my fren, u'll know how much 'enn has really ever lied to anyone. a sincere person maybe a fool. but no fool is he/she in the eyes of the Lord. after all so much said. well. as u can see, too much time sets one thinkin. as the events on hand draws nearer and all, gettin bz and packed schedules it wld be. who will be remembered. who will ever remember a lousy shyte lyk me? who's the ones im thinkin so often even its just a 5min breather im takin. its u, even someone ive havent spoken for the last 4 yrs? ure still one of my precious. whatever for? it was something tt impacted my useless life. frenships. theres still so much im wellin in and all. see no pt in havin stupid broadcastin sessions that most wld gossip upon or whatever? im just not the always crazy chattin ange u see allday. quiet moments in me. in my safe place onli for my keep. life still goes on .. =)
maybe all along all i did
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