Saturday, December 10, 2005
everythg has been movin fast. tts gd i suppose. plannin and meetings for the camp and upcomin orientation. workin and gainin experiences here and there. more exposures etc. gettin pressured and stressed and whatsoever. tts life somehow. anihows. in midst of the annual youth camp. hate to leave and just so much worries and anxieties. with so much other stuff runnin like mad across my mind. and sometimes the last things i need are more of 'em. left camp bout 11 plus 12. cabbed back. nx day. 4 hrs or more like no rest at all. bright and early once more. 12 odd hrs of hardcore trainin sessions. to take all the instructors and trainers out of our comfort zones. ended bout 9plus. rushed dwn to grandad's bdae. everyone was waitin for me to cut cake. so paiseh. uncle dan got a lil' high and we went bottle to bottle. martel. xo and carlsberg thruout the night... nx day wld be 7am at ubin maybe to pasir ris instead. tts bout 4 hrs ltr on. 3 straight hrs of canoe plus 4 hrs of rockclimbiin. then rush to sentosa for night program thruout the night. so tts a total of 3 nights w/o slp? feels like 2*sportscamp + obs. or? haha. duno. life's gonna be pretty interestin. more challenges. more frenly matches with scary spikers that i hope they dont break my arms pls. haha. yupp. sch enrolment? my fren's bash. gd time to get oneself drank probably. temporary lost of memory maybe? and a quiet christmas perhaps. more time to chilla-way and live life quiet and happy. =)
if u ask me how many times i hurt cos its u
i wld rather ask myself how many times i hurt u
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