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and so there i was draggin the chair and a footstool and just gazed at the stars. nt too bad a night it was. =) okay. it was me the usual caretaker of the hp and wallets etc while the rest went to the beach or the playgrd to get some fun. peace and quiet and me pretendin to be granny slackkin away. then came frm my side. lil' bro amos pulled a chair beside and sat with me. he looked at the stars. it was beautiful. his hand tapped me and said:
didi: u know jie. i shared with a fren bout u.
jie: rilly? *surprised* wadds der to share bout me mann .. -laughs
didi: a fren shared with me her troubles one day. bout her relationship with her frens and esp her bf.
jie: ur hurh ...
didi: its like she feels taken for granted, always the one makin the efforts etc. ( ... ... ... ) always the one being der for her frens and him esp and he doesnt rilly seem to appreciate? ( ... ... )
jie: boi, u didnt interfere did u? mabe she likes u?? -oops.
didi: no, she's just a older fren of mine can. and yea. when she said tt. it reminded me of someone being always der for me no matter wadd. and yet where was i to know she needed someone?
jie: ohh ...
didi: and someone, it made me feel sad. with myself. uve always seem to be der to listen to me. encouraging me and all ... and for tt jie. i wanna appreciate u. thks for all jie. -huggs
jie: aww .. -huggs back. -smiles.
the above was definetely nt a post of any self praise, but a beautiful gesture demostrated by my brother. he is a wonderful example i wanna follow too. to learn to appreciate and love one another.
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