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and so 'enn lost her bank card last week and handphone today. got stolen from the table while i just turned away for that moment, to help clean up yen's bagg off that spilt yogurt drink not even leavin mah table. how skillful these morons can get these days. the desperations. myy. what isit has the world become too. to steal a poor student's koya phone. its been a bad day. injured mah ribs alil durin trainin, kneecaps didnt feel too right, left arm got kiamp by the car door, head got bumped and now, mah phone got stolen. im still wonderin whats gonna be next? everythings been completely hectic when these things are so essential yet things had to turn out this way. havent gotten the time to replace mah bank card and now another prob crops up. total shits. mah phone aint worth that much and was thinkin of gettin it replaced tho. but what isit thats causin that heart of mine achin, those msgs kept in mah phone. msgs that brings back memories of that certain event at that very moment on that very day. words of loved ones i cant bear to delete and have kept for long whiles. all mah precious contacts, peeps ive bumped into along the way after such a long time and echanged contacts. now phoof! all gone. yupp. contactless. detached from the world. anyways, thanks to all the volleyballers whom helped me searched the entire mackers upsdie down, even puttin their hands into the bins. im really touched by the efforts and yew guys were so worried for me. thanks guyys. - huggs!
some reflections.
guess its good to be contactless for the timebeing. to be detached from the world. lost. maybe its gd to free oneself one everythg. from all thats houndin mad for attention. for all thats screamin for attention, for all thats requires commitment. i guess. the soul is tired. drained. wrenched. totally. as mah frens said, i think i really need a break ... but can i ? really take one now? and be irresponsible. and let things be. i wish i cld. i really wish i so cld..
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